November 23, 2013. I decided to finally say
yes to him. He is my officemate, my office buddy, my food partner, my music
jamming guitarist, he is always beside me, in stress days and in happy days. In
slack and busy seasons of my life. And I wish to keep him for all of the
remaining days of my life.
Our first 100 days of being together was
full of surprises. And from the moment I thought I could not get happier, I
actually did. A simple conversation over coffee or over beer becomes very
memorable and romantic. We have been through different experiences together and
most of them includes food in our mouths.:)) And it may sound unbelievable or not
since we are only in the first stage of our relationship, but I actually
learned many things from him and learned many things about him. He has tested
my patience, he has tested my limits on far how can I go on certain things.
Yes, we had encountered some fights. It is
usual right? What matters is how we solve the problem and how we became
stronger after overcoming the problems. I really love him. I never thought I am
capable of loving a person on such level. In a level where it is only between
the two of us. In a level I have never love anyone. He is the only guy I
considered marrying actually. Yes, that is how I love him, Of course not in the
near future, but I just want him to be my last. I become tired of failed
relationships. From being brokenhearted, from crying, from being disregarded. I
am through that stuff. I am now in a relationship where I can say is composed
of two mature people. Two mature people who can still be childish at heart. Yes
we are that kind of couple.
He is the only guy I was never afraid to
show my love in public. Maybe since I was that proud of him. I am proud to hold
is hand in public. Finally, I found the person who will put an effort to fetch
me from far places. The guy who will not be ashamed to bring my girly bag on public.
The guy who will not be shy to kiss my forehead when he is bidding good bye.
The guy who is not really the talkative type but makes sensible conversations
when we are together. The guy who will actually put his arms around me for the
whole time we are sleeping.
I have so many plans going through my mind.
In all of my plans now, he is included. I want him to be always beside me. I
want him to be happy in ways incomparable than before. I want him to experience
his happiest days with me.
In times he will ran out of words to sing,
I will tell him all the words he need. In times of adversary, I will be there
to make things clear for him. In his drunkenness, I will be there to make him a
hot cup of coffee. In his sickness, I will be the one looking out for him to
give him medicine and will be the one who will cook soup for him. In his tiring
days, I will be there to give him a good head and back massage. In times of
stress, I will be there to bring him his favourite food. In times he thinks he
is not good enough, I will be there to give him a pat in the back. In times he
needs to be alone, I will be there faraway waiting for him to finally want
somebody to talk to. In all his problems, I will be there to listen. In all his success, I will be his number one
fan. In all his struggles, I will be the first one who will help him stand up.
In his happiness, I will be the person who will be the happiest as well. In his
downfalls, I will be there. In all the
moments of his life, whether monumental or not, I want to be there. Whatever it
takes, I promise to myself, and to that person, that I will never leave him.
And what better way to show my love for him than to be always in his side,
physically or not. I will be there. Always.
