For You.

I just want you to know that I am not a perfect lover. 

I've been from failed relationships and I have heard millions of broken promises. I want you to know that you will not have a smooth-sailing relationship like what happens in fairy tales. There will not be a month that we will not argue about something. I would be jealous, I would be paranoid and I will make it clear to you that I am not open for a compromise. If you really love me, you will love every single part of me. I will check your phone and you would have to defend who are these people texting you. I will require you to be sweet and thoughtful; to shut your mouth when I rant about random stuff and when I start to be stubborn because of a simple thing. We would share nights that I will require you to reply until morning. I would want to see your text messages before I sleep and when I wake up. I am not rich. I will not treat you to places where I would spend much. I won't require you to be intelligent but I don't want you to be stupid. I'll probably break your neck together with your phone and your face if you will cheat on me. I will make your life miserable if I found out that you are just playing games with me. I don't want you to compare me with your ex and I'll probably strangle you if you say you will leave me because there are other prettier girls than me. I talk when I sleep. I would require you to fetch me at times. I don't want you to be late when we meet somewhere. There will be times that I will ask you to stay at home even if your friends are dying to go out with you. We will have fights. A lot of fights.

But you know, even if I'm this imperfect, I WOULD NEVER ASK YOU TO LEAVE ME AND TELL YOU THAT I HAVE FALLEN OUT OF LOVE. You will be the first person I will think of before going to sleep at night and when I wake up in the morning. I will start an argument but hug you in the end. I may be jealous and paranoid but only to guard you from potent infidelity. I will require you to text me all the time because you will be the only reason why I will keep checking on my phone. I've been into failed relationships and I don't want ours to be like those. I will not ask you to promise anything because I've had enough of broken promises. I don't want you to talk about your past because I just want you to think of our present and our future. I may snore so loud but I would want to keep you in my arms when I sleep.

I will never be a perfect lover but I'll be the imperfect lover who will love you perfectly...